Words worth reading

magulo ang utak ko, magulo ang buhay ko

Sat, 18 May 2013 11:51:27 +0800

there are times that I feel like I’m totally worthless. Its not just about being smart or being useful.. ang tagal ko nang stuck sa situation na ito. There are ways for me to get out of this, its just that hindi ako makagalaw for some unknown reason (though alam ko na ang reason, ayaw ko lang talagang sabihin). I feel like a totally worthless person.

Yung iba kong kaibigan, graduate na, OJT na. Ako? Ano ba ang gusto ko sa buhay ko? Seriously, ever since i graduated HS i never really knew what i wanted in life or maybe I have.

I don’t know… To be honest (oo, ako nang magulong tao… ) I really wanted to take up a business course in DLSU or atleast get in the CS Programs ang daming nangyari sa applications ko for college kaya lang ako napadpad ng mapua. Hindi naman sa pinagsisisihan ko na nag mapua ako (konti lang naman). It’s still a great school, education’s excellent and all, but ngayon ko lang talaga narerealize na baka hindi ako pang Engineering talaga. Im more into something else.

Kung papansinin ko ung NCAE ko, 3rd lang ang engineering, 1st ang Arts, 2nd ang courses like comsci and IT. Napilitan or napaisip lang ako na mag eng kasi ung iba kong CT batchmates were all on IT, CS and such. ewan ko…

And more kalabuan is present.

Kung tutuusin, gusto kong magshift to comsci or IT, kung hindi man CS or IT, i’d go for Music, or AR. pero ewan.

depressed ko lang ngayon kasi i can’t decide on what field will i really go into. oo ang tagal ko nang nasa mapua pero seriously… walang ibang factor sa pagiisip ko kundi ang kung ano ang gusto ko. I hate being in a place where your family has been pounding and forcing you to go to UPD, AdMU and take up an Engineering course JUST BECAUSE nangaling ka sa Technical School.

ewan… Nadedepress ako pag naririnig or nakikita ko sa mga kaibigan ko na OJT na sila or Grad na. I feel like a total loser. Ewan..

this isn't mine, but it's nice/

Fri, 17 May 2013 22:58:59 +0800

I may not be the best there is to offer, but i can promise you, while you’re with me, each day that we’re together, i’ll let you know and make you feel how loved you are, how much I love you and how lucky I am that you came into my life.

PLEASE PLEASE I'M BORED

Fri, 17 May 2013 16:19:16 +0800

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

6. What are you excited for?

7. What happened tonight?

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

9. Is confidence cute?

10. What is the last beverage you had?

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

18. The last time you felt broken?

19. Have you had sex today?

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

21. Are you in a good mood?

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

24. What do you want right this second?

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

34. Listening to?

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

38. Who did you last call?

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

44. Do you tan in the nude?

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

47. Who was the last person to call you?

48. Do you sing in the shower?

49. Do you dance in the car?

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

53. Is Christmas stressful?

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

59. Take a vitamin daily?

60. Wear slippers?

61. Wear a bath robe?

62. What do you wear to bed?

63. First concert?

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

65. Nike or Adidas?

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

69. Ever take dance lessons?

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

71. Can you curl your tongue?

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

74. What is your favorite book?

75. Do you study better with or without music?

76. Regularly burn incense?

77. Ever been in love?

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

79. What was the last concert you saw?

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

81. Tea or coffee?

82. Favorite type of cookie?

83. Can you swim well?

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

85. Are you patient?

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

87. Ever won a contest?

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

89. Which are better black or green olives?

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

91. Best room for a fireplace?

92. Do you want to get married?

93. Are you a virgin?

94. When was the last time you had sex?

95. Favourite food?

TA ME

Wed, 15 May 2013 12:17:47 +0800

A. Why my last relationship ended.
B. Favourite band.
C. Who I like and why I like them.
D. Hardest thing I’ve ever been through.
E. My best friend.
F. My favourite movie.
G. Sexual orientation.
H. Do I smoke/drink?
I. Have any tattoos or piercings?
J. What I want to be when I get older.
K. Relationship with my parents.
L. One of my insecurities.
M. Virgin or not?
N. Favourite place to shop at?
O. My eye colour.
P. Why I hate school.
Q. Relationship status as of right now.
R. Favourite song at the moment.
S. A random fact about myself.
T. Age I get mistaken for.
U. Where I want to be right now.
V. Last time I cried.
W. Concerts I’ve been to.
X. What would you do if (…)?
Y. Do you want to go to college.
Z. How are you?

Bakit ganito gumana ang utak ko… Sigh

Mon, 13 May 2013 03:53:19 +0800

Bakit ganito gumana ang utak ko… Sigh

Yung totoo? HOW INSENSITIVE CAN YOU GET?! Mas papairalin mo ang...

Fri, 10 May 2013 11:33:45 +0800

Yung totoo? HOW INSENSITIVE CAN YOU GET?! Mas papairalin mo ang pagkakaroon ng Horror story sa school mo rather than praying for the soul of your schoolmate? Wow ah, wow. How insensitive can you get?!

Suicide... why... a batchmate of mine died...

Fri, 10 May 2013 11:02:10 +0800

A fellow batchmate and bosconian diead yesterday. He committed suicide form the 11th floor at the SDA Building in Benilde…

Though most of us never really knew why he did it, its just sad that he took his own life. Yes, its not the most sane thing to do, escaping all your problems by taking your life, but still, prayers and best wishes are still way better than some insensitive comments. Namatay na nga yung tao, babastusin mo pa.

I feel sad, even though hindi ko siya talagang ka-close, he was still part of my batch, katabing section ko pa nga during 4th year eh, he was an ET (4 - 3) student and I was a ComTech ( 4 - 4 ) student.

I send my prayers and best wishes to you Jet, hope you’re in a better place now without any thoughts about your problems and worries in life. You’re with the Lord now, rest in peace bro.

is suicide really an option for your problems?

Thu, 09 May 2013 18:48:17 +0800

is suicide really an option for your problems?

fugly pic… but to have a haircut or not… planning to...

Tue, 07 May 2013 13:04:37 +0800

fugly pic… but to have a haircut or not… planning to get a hair cut days before the concert but GAH… :)))))))) mukha nakong ewan :))

can anyone suggest any cheap place to stay in baguio? :( planning to go back-packing with a friend...

Tue, 07 May 2013 13:02:18 +0800

can anyone suggest any cheap place to stay in baguio? :( planning to go back-packing with a friend hahaha though given na mahal ang pamasahe hahahaha

im lucky, extremely lucky :)_

Sun, 05 May 2013 23:52:07 +0800

im lucky, extremely lucky :)_

and we’re drunk/wasted/tipsy hahahahaha this was one hell...

Fri, 03 May 2013 00:57:08 +0800

and we’re drunk/wasted/tipsy hahahahaha

this was one hell of a night hahaha ang saya :)

(in order, poy - me - io ) :)))))

thoughts

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 23:45:53 +0800

i feel like a worthless piece of paper thats been folded into many different things and been constantly being thrown out.

i have a dark secret from when i was a kid. Its not the “i hid my mom’s cookie jar in my...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 20:35:06 +0800

i have a dark secret from when i was a kid. Its not the “i hid my mom’s cookie jar in my room and ate all the cookies” kinda secret. Its something dark, and you could classify that secret as a reason for psychological stress or something that could define who I am right now, but it didnt.

Its almost as close as charlie’s secret from Perks.

sometimes having a secret this heavy that not even your parents even know about is kinda heavy on the chest. Never actually told anybody about this, well… i dont know… sigh….

—- something happened that made me remember that series of events from my childhood.. hmmmm

im overthinking things again, this is all due to stress UGH D: of all days pa talaga i seriously...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 00:17:30 +0800

im overthinking things again, this is all due to stress UGH D: of all days pa talaga

i seriously have to calm down somehow…. someone talk to me even for 5 minutes just for me to be distracted…

though sana magtext na siya :| :(

anaphilic: A - If I’m in love.B - Who the last person I talked...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 23:43:44 +0800

anaphilic:

A - If I’m in love.
B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.
C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed.
D - If I have a preference for boys or girls.
E - How many holes I have in my ears.
F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’
G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to.
H - The last person I hugged.
I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.
J - How old I am.
K- What my full name is.
L - If I have siblings.
M - If I forgive betrayal.
N - If you want to know how I treat my friends.
O - If I like my school.
P - What kind of music I like.
Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be.
R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities.
S - 2 habits.
T- 5 things I love unconditionally.
U - How many texts I send daily.
V - 3 big dreams.
W - An idol.
X - If I’ve done something I regret very much.
Y - If I like my town and why.
Z - Ask any question you want.

sige na oh? :D

Drop a color in my ask box.

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 13:33:39 +0800

Yellow: When you get older, where would you want to live?
Orange: Where do you want to be right now?
Lilac: What is your dream vacation?
Beige: What is your favorite dream?
White: Who was your first kiss?
Purple: Who was your last kiss?
Tangerine: Give a description of who you like.
Gray: Share a relationship story.
Green: Share a family story.
Gold: Share a story that makes you smile.
Black: Share something you did embarrassingly.
Blue: Are you still friends with the people you met in elementary school?
Magenta: What is something you barely tell anyone?
Red: What are your hobbies?
Violet: What college do you plan to attend?
Brown: Would you rather have a relationship or friend with benefit? Explain.
Peach: Who is your favorite teacher so far?
Pink: What is the meaning behind your url?

Guys, if you’re free on May 23 or on May 24, i am inviting...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 21:31:00 +0800

Guys, if you’re free on May 23 or on May 24, i am inviting you to watch Boscorale’s 2nd Major concert entitled “Trending: #Boscorale” It will be held at the Joy Center at Don Bosco Technical Institute Makati at 6:30 in the evening :D kasama ako sa kakanta hahaha mga ALUMNI Ng choir kakanta rin kasi dito (may discount pa ang tickets kung sa akin kayo bibili hahaha )

Sana makapunta kayo!

We will be singing A LOT Of Novelty Pieces for this concert and some unexpected pieces pa! hahaha Kaya nood na kayo and support us! :D

THANK YOU!! :D

TA me or text me for more tickets and more info :D 09176651234/09068111160

soulfulmigs: okay not a perfect cover though hahaha atleast i...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 10:01:18 +0800

soulfulmigs:

okay not a perfect cover though hahaha atleast i tried

RF

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 21:09:26 +0800

I’m an avid gamer. I usually play MMORPG’s or sometimes the usual Need For Speed, Burnout games or DN, Cabal, Tera, Fire Fall. I’m a gamer, pero di lang ata masyadong halata or halata ba :P