magulo ang utak ko, magulo ang buhay ko
there are times that I feel like I’m totally worthless. Its not just about being smart or being useful.. ang tagal ko nang stuck sa situation na ito. There are ways for me to get out of this, its just that hindi ako makagalaw for some unknown reason (though alam ko na ang reason, ayaw ko lang talagang sabihin). I feel like a totally worthless person. Yung iba kong kaibigan, graduate na,...
this isn't mine, but it's nice/
I may not be the best there is to offer, but i can promise you, while you’re with me, each day that we’re together, i’ll let you know and make you feel how loved you are, how much I love you and how lucky I am that you came into my life.
PLEASE PLEASE I'M BORED
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
6. What are you excited for?
7. What happened tonight?
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
9. Is confidence cute?
10. What is the last beverage you had?
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
18. The last time you felt broken?
19. Have you had sex today?
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
21. Are you in a good mood?
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
24. What do you want right this second?
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
34. Listening to?
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
38. Who did you last call?
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
44. Do you tan in the nude?
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
47. Who was the last person to call you?
48. Do you sing in the shower?
49. Do you dance in the car?
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
53. Is Christmas stressful?
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
59. Take a vitamin daily?
60. Wear slippers?
61. Wear a bath robe?
62. What do you wear to bed?
63. First concert?
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
65. Nike or Adidas?
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
69. Ever take dance lessons?
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
71. Can you curl your tongue?
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
74. What is your favorite book?
75. Do you study better with or without music?
76. Regularly burn incense?
77. Ever been in love?
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
79. What was the last concert you saw?
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
81. Tea or coffee?
82. Favorite type of cookie?
83. Can you swim well?
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
85. Are you patient?
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
87. Ever won a contest?
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
89. Which are better black or green olives?
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
91. Best room for a fireplace?
92. Do you want to get married?
93. Are you a virgin?
94. When was the last time you had sex?
95. Favourite food?
A. Why my last relationship ended.
B. Favourite band.
C. Who I like and why I like them.
D. Hardest thing I’ve ever been through.
E. My best friend.
F. My favourite movie.
G. Sexual orientation.
H. Do I smoke/drink?
I. Have any tattoos or piercings?
J. What I want to be when I get older.
K. Relationship with my parents.
L. One of my insecurities.
M. Virgin or not?
N. Favourite place to shop at?
O. My eye colour.
P. Why I hate school.
Q. Relationship status as of right now.
R. Favourite song at the moment.
S. A random fact about myself.
T. Age I get mistaken for.
U. Where I want to be right now.
V. Last time I cried.
W. Concerts I’ve been to.
X. What would you do if (…)?
Y. Do you want to go to college.
Z. How are you?
Bakit ganito gumana ang utak ko… Sigh
Suicide... why... a batchmate of mine died...
A fellow batchmate and bosconian diead yesterday. He committed suicide form the 11th floor at the SDA Building in Benilde… Though most of us never really knew why he did it, its just sad that he took his own life. Yes, its not the most sane thing to do, escaping all your problems by taking your life, but still, prayers and best wishes are still way better than some insensitive comments....
is suicide really an option for your problems?
can anyone suggest any cheap place to stay in baguio? :( planning to go back-packing with a friend hahaha though given na mahal ang pamasahe hahahaha
im lucky, extremely lucky :)_
i feel like a worthless piece of paper thats been folded into many different things and been constantly being thrown out.
i have a dark secret from when i was a kid. Its not the “i hid my mom’s cookie jar in my room and ate all the cookies” kinda secret. Its something dark, and you could classify that secret as a reason for psychological stress or something that could define who I am right now, but it didnt. Its almost as close as charlie’s secret from Perks. sometimes having a secret...
im overthinking things again, this is all due to stress UGH D: of all days pa talaga i seriously have to calm down somehow…. someone talk to me even for 5 minutes just for me to be distracted… though sana magtext na siya :| :(
Drop a color in my ask box.
Yellow: When you get older, where would you want to live?
Orange: Where do you want to be right now?
Lilac: What is your dream vacation?
Beige: What is your favorite dream?
White: Who was your first kiss?
Purple: Who was your last kiss?
Tangerine: Give a description of who you like.
Gray: Share a relationship story.
Green: Share a family story.
Gold: Share a story that makes you smile.
Black: Share something you did embarrassingly.
Blue: Are you still friends with the people you met in elementary school?
Magenta: What is something you barely tell anyone?
Red: What are your hobbies?
Violet: What college do you plan to attend?
Brown: Would you rather have a relationship or friend with benefit? Explain.
Peach: Who is your favorite teacher so far?
Pink: What is the meaning behind your url?
soulfulmigs: okay not a perfect cover though...
I’m an avid gamer. I usually play MMORPG’s or sometimes the usual Need For Speed, Burnout games or DN, Cabal, Tera, Fire Fall. I’m a gamer, pero di lang ata masyadong halata or halata ba :P
i don’t know what came over me, but i could see clearly now how lucky i am to have such wonderful friends, a very wonderful mom, the most unexpected awesome kuya, and :) Life is too short to think about all those negative experiences in your life, but it will still be a part of you no matter what. As what my lola would say “A bitter experience is always sweeter when you learn...
kamusta na kayo?
though i never really talk here and have been idle for quite some time. hahahaha hey, hit me a TA and lets chat :)
Distance? Fuck distance
hindi ko maiwasang mainggit sa iba. I know its not right to be jealous of others pero tangna lang…. Sometimes napapaisip ako bakit nangyayari sa akin ito… why now… and why sa family ko pa. “Life is full of challenges Miguel, its not that we’re unlucky, its just that we have to learn things the hard way before experiencing the better half of life. Not everything is...
its rare to find someone who has the same feelings for you. Minsan at the most unexpected time pa sila dumadating ——- new husky puppy :D :D hahahahaha
I was a victim of extreme bullying when i was in...
only reason it subsided… i grew bigger, i had this thinking in mind that if i kept eating, id get bigger and wouldnt get bullied as much. Thus resulting me to gain weight and literally grew bigger haha ( one reason why i dont like my childhood. hahaha )
mahirap magdrama sa madaling araw LOLjk naalimpungatan lang hahaha visita iglesia later. Leaving at 6am
Not all the time
soulfulmigs: In life nothing really lasts forever; but it is a matter of choice. Think about it Have you seen your grand parents or even noticed them? Have you ever wondered “How did they do it. Why did they last this looong even though they’re always fighting or arguing about the smallest things at one time, then suddenly all lovey-dovey the next?” Its not as simple as “Oh they found true...
Hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay makakahanap ka ng...
do you even know how hard it is. best friend kita…. :(
Things I never knew about my family until now
Hindi ko alam na naging parang “undercover agent / Diplomat” si lolo. All this time akala namin that he was simply just a photojournalist taking wonderful photo’s of the different tribes around the philppines, yun pala, since photojournalist siya, he was made to follow some “important” people after the war. Kaya pala sila nakapunta ng Japan, Hong Kong, and other...
Through thick and thin andyan sila para sa akin no...
hahahaha ever since prep grabe hahahaha ang tagal ng friendship namin what more could i ask for? hahaha tested and proven and even more tested yan. :) syempre i have new friends dahil hindi mo naman mapipigilan ang mundo at ang Lord na bigyan ka pa ng maraming kaibigan. I have a lot of new best friends pero sila parin ang nag totop sa list ko :)
Love comes at the most unexpected times and at the...
Im lucky that i have friends like them. Lucky ako na nakilala ko sila. Who would’ve known that kahit 2 years ang agwat namin eh naging close ko pa sila, naging best friends ko pa sila. Sila ung mga nakakausap ko when im down or when my gang can’t be reached dahil sa sobrang pagka busy nila. Nakita ko sila ulit last saturday for our Boscorale rehearsals, mejo nanibago ako nung una...
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile...
I love you migs
you have to love yourself. hahaha I love myself.
inkedpens: hahaha ang sarap nitong kantahin para...
Mahirap mag overthink
but sometimes its the only thing that keeps us sane
everyone should be. A simple smile a day can change your whole perception on things, and possibly life, just keep positive :)
new house new place new things sigh
the start of something new
start of something new and fresh.
The last 7 Days of my stay at the lab that i work...
Countdown starting from March 7. Or “Day 7” or “7” Soooo yesterday was Day 7 or 7, well my morning started out fine as usual but i had this weird feeling in my gut that something was going to happen. That feeling when you get butterflies and such ( not the kilig feeling. More of the “somethings gonna happen” feeling. ) Commute was kinda hectic as always but...
gusto kong maglaro sa ulan. di ko lang magawa kasi tinatamad ako. HAHAHAHA
Everything single problem that you encounter has a...
so instead of moping around about it, why not think about it, reflect on it and see how you can fix and learn from it. Each problem is a learning experience and LIFE is FULL of PROBLEMS. if LIFE doesn’t have problems tagged along with it, our lives would be boring and less interesting
Being a working student is, for a fact, HARD. Even if you aren’t enrolled this term or much worse, enrolled, imagine how difficult it would be to squeeze your classes - work - homeworks and reports in one day right? paginiisip mo nakakatamad na or nakakahassel or sadyang mahirap. For a fact, it IS hard. Sino bang nagsabi na when you work magiging madali na ang lahat? Oo, magkakaroon ka...